Tuesday, June 2, 2015

I have a million scars, how about you?

Back to where a heart was once broken down to pieces... Who would have thought that a heart can find its way back home... Who would have thought that a heart can be put back together. 

I have a million scars, how about you?

I can't say I am proud of my mistakes or that I have forgotten it all... that would be a lie. But I can say, with a fixed and happy heart, that one can find its way back home... The pieces of my heart, one by one, formed the puzzle of my soul back together. As time passed by and as I understood each an every lesson I was supposed to learn, my heart and soul started to recover. 
Now that I walk the streets I left a year and a half ago, I realize how empty I was. It wasn't me who once walked these streets, it was a shell, an empty, dried and broken soul. 

Heavy heart.
Broken dreams.
Empty soul.

Today, humbled by the blessings given this past year and a half, I thank the Lord for having brought me to life once again. I thank the Lord, for a second chance in life. 

Today not only has my soul been filled, but it has found a soulmate to walk life with. He keeps my soul alive... he keeps my heart tight, and every single day, he makes sure my heart gets to safe harbour... He is my soulmate, my life partner, my everything. I shall not live adventures alone anymore... I will no longer walk the road of life solo. 

May this trip be a reminder of my mistakes, not to suffer them again, but to remind myself of how far I have come. I shall not make the same mistakes again. I shall continue living the life I've dreamed of. I shall keep my heart and soul intact, because I deserve it. 

The past sits in the past. I am not there anymore. I've gotten better. I've learned. I've grown. I am mine, I am His.

Keep me under the shadow of your wings. Take me only to where your glory protects me... May my steps only follow the light of Your love. 

I'm safe. I'm free. I'm not alone. ❤️